wat can i do

today is friday...2mrw im going to 打狮...today mood nt really gud...
i c he(x bf) ..haiz...my heart really broken!!!
he say the word so hurt to me!!! he delete me in fren n say the thg tat very hurt me...
T_______T
whn i c it..me really dun knw wat can say agn...
haizzz...gt a boy very love me...he keep on waiting me until nw me still haven accept he...
i dun knw wat to do...
he wait me almost wan half year ard...
bt i say to my self...
if i break wif my x bf...i will start a new relationship after PMR or SPM
coz it really hurt...i scare i fall agn~~esay to fall hard to srand....
me need most of the time to accept a new life..a new thgs...n more!!!
i need many many times to stand..!!!!
coz im weak!!!!! dun easyly push me fall down!!!!
fuckoff!!!!
u push me fall down din help me stand up!!!!
damn it!!!
u teach me to love u!!!!bt u din teach me hw to forget u!!!!
fuck!!!!!u told me hw to say "i love you" bt u din tell me hw to say "i hate u" !!!!!
ar!!!!!!!!!!u teach me o memorice u din teach me to forget!!!!
i hate u!!!!
i hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u seems like u cheat me!!!!!!
is tat real??!!!
i think!!!!
me gt gv u freedom!!!u say me din gv!!!!
wat u wan say agn!!!!u say only la!!!!fuck!!!!
u think im the easy gal to cheat ha!!!!
fuck la!!!!idiot!!!im nt stupid!!!!
say me until like tat!!!wan bo!!!???==
fickoff!!!!!i hate u!!i din say u anythg!!!!u wan say me like tis to all ur fren to knw!!!!
if u think like tis y u dun break early!!!fuck!!!!
damn u!!!!i hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!