wat can i do

today is friday...2mrw im going to 打狮...today mood nt really gud...
i c he(x bf) ..haiz...my heart really broken!!!
he say the word so hurt to me!!! he delete me in fren n say the thg tat very hurt me...
T_______T
whn i c it..me really dun knw wat can say agn...
haizzz...gt a boy very love me...he keep on waiting me until nw me still haven accept he...
i dun knw wat to do...
he wait me almost wan half year ard...
bt i say to my self...
if i break wif my x bf...i will start a new relationship after PMR or SPM
coz it really hurt...i scare i fall agn~~esay to fall hard to srand....
me need most of the time to accept a new life..a new thgs...n more!!!
i need many many times to stand..!!!!
coz im weak!!!!! dun easyly push me fall down!!!!
fuckoff!!!!
u push me fall down din help me stand up!!!!
damn it!!!
u teach me to love u!!!!bt u din teach me hw to forget u!!!!
fuck!!!!!u told me hw to say "i love you" bt u din tell me hw to say "i hate u" !!!!!
ar!!!!!!!!!!u teach me o memorice u din teach me to forget!!!!
i hate u!!!!
i hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
u seems like u cheat me!!!!!!
is tat real??!!!
i think!!!!
me gt gv u freedom!!!u say me din gv!!!!
wat u wan say agn!!!!u say only la!!!!fuck!!!!
u think im the easy gal to cheat ha!!!!
fuck la!!!!idiot!!!im nt stupid!!!!
say me until like tat!!!wan bo!!!???==
fickoff!!!!!i hate u!!i din say u anythg!!!!u wan say me like tis to all ur fren to knw!!!!
if u think like tis y u dun break early!!!fuck!!!!
damn u!!!!i hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

初五的日子^^

today is 华人初五~in the morning...so tired...feeling dun wanna to wake up...bt my daddy keep on calling me la~.~
i din do any respond..thn my daddy beh tahan jor...let me continue sleep...wakakaka!! xD
start from the morning...when i wake up..go take bath thn brush my teeth....me continue go back to my bed..online first thn ply my high street 5 after tat lazy ply jor...off my high street 5...go on pipi player to c movie until evening wanna go out jor...so suddenly...go 拜年...wakaka..xD
whn me arrive thr...the 风景 very geng de lo!!!
c one of the part is tis...





we go Sing Yang(SY) home...
here is the home...



the waterfront at thr...



hw is tat??nice rite?? wakaka
geng too...wakaka...
tats all...tis few day me gonna busy..so mayb will no have time to update...
sry ya~~~~~
^^

爱不能从头_歌词

你说爱我是上辈子的错
心疼你流泪
却无法反驳
擦干泪的笑容
是最后的回眸
留下今生的遗憾
空洞的我
酒精
后悔
打不开的锁
忧郁嘲弄我
说爱你早就该开口
爱你却不能从头
输给武装的自我
你太爱所以放手
把最美微笑给我
爱你却说不出口
胸口闷着刺痛
再大声也没有用
只剩没灵魂的我
离别的折磨
窒息的感受
让我了解到
默默等待的心多痛

the 30 in chinese calender and the 1st day of CNY

wohoo...i c many many firework at my house on 13.02.2010 nite...start frm 11.55p.m until 12.25a.m(14.02.2010)
very nice show..i feel happy to c tat~
coz long time din see tis type if celebration le...
here gt some video....
u can c it^^


hmm....
tis is the 1st part...
i think the 2nd part more nice...
c it~


tis is wat me always can c at my house during the celebration...hehe xp

here oso gt some pic...u may c it....^^









he is it?? nice?? hehe...
enjoy na....

here oso have my pic tat wat i wear today na~.~





so tired na today...><
i wan rest~~~~
tats all....
enjoy^^
may god bless u~

today....

today....
friday...
haizz...
ntg special happen~
bt...actually nw im in work~
bt my mother nt allow T_______T
so bad~~~
i wan work la...
if today i work,i will work until the nex morning...
din sleep in the whole nite...
past 3 years me do the same work...
bt tis year my mother nt allow...
wat can i do??...argue??@@!!!
nono...i dun argue wif my family...
so me juz say...yes mum...
><
tis tear...i have been selected go out for the lion dance activity same like last year...
bt tis year more 3 days thn last year...
i will start frm 20 until 24 Feb..
cool~~~~~~~~
after tat i will me sitting in "gerak gempo"
same like exam na...
bt "because" of im "ILTIZAM" student in form 3...
so i must score 65% in all subjeck!!!!!
65% IN ALL SUBJECK!!!!!!!!
me always fail in my Sej
he can i pass it!!!!
fuck!!!
wat the"ILTIZAM AND KRK" must score all 65% and above in ALL SUBJECK!!!!
ERK!!!!!
i hate tat rules!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF!!!!!

today....

today na...
ntg special happen na...
haizzz...
life~~~~
juz...afternoon stay for meeting...
thn ntg le...
dun knw wan do wat na...
sienzzz lo...
haizzz....2mrw is gerko for my skul...
unit berunitform....eee??
wat happening is going 2mrw????
any chging???wish~~~~if real...i pray...

my volleyball training will b start on Thursday...
girls team is so less ppl na ><
i dun knw hw could it b...
sad :(

aiya....meiqi...meiqi!!!!
dun think so many la..
:(
im so scare to loss him....T___T
wat can i do??

CNY almost wan reach ard...
wish it come faster...
coz tis year me gt many keng2 de shirt and leng2 at all^^
hehe....

tired na~.~
wish u all have a nice dream~~~~
nite2!!!

爱需要全心全意_歌词

真心相爱的人才会懂
什么叫海誓山盟永不分离
为爱伤心的人才会了解
为什么爱一个人却要离去
多少个夜里我们相对无语
传说中美丽的童话都遥不可及
多少次我们也曾泪流如雨
到最后都发现爱才是真的唯一

亲爱的不要为我伤心
我怎能忍心看你偷偷的哭泣
你是否知道其实我有多爱你
可我却没能给你带来幸福的旋律
亲爱的不要为我伤心

^^ I love you^^
你是我一生一世生命的奇迹
两个人走到今天真的不容易
爱需要全心全意好好的去珍惜

High street 5 is my life na!!!!!!!!!!!

me and my game dar dar^^ muackssss.....

Escape~~~~~~~~ litt + me + mc mongs

hw is if me waer tis na??? nice???

anje+me...frens 4ever na^^



Escape sweet moment na^^ =p

Escape will always strong thn yesterday!!!!gambatah!!!! chiong ar!!!! Escape!!!!
WOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!jyjy all!! muacksss

得到你的人得不到你的心_ 歌词

你迷人的眼神俘虏了我的心
我想没有什么东西比这更致命
我努力想结束 这段迷失的感情
可我发现没有勇气和你说再见
难到注定爱上你 最后伤的是自己
难道注定这一切将是回忆
你的心不属于我 为何和我在一起
是不是因为寂寞和空虚
如果我得到你的人 却得不到你的心
就算得到全世界也不开心
我想问一问你 能否爱我一次
遗憾我并不是你唯一
就算失去全世界也不伤心
我以为人一起 心就会在一起
可怜我还一直为你钟情

失败.......

有些事我都一直放在心里不说~我总是在他面前装没事...我真得很不开心....表面上我就好像什么事都没发生一样...那你知道我的微笑后面又藏了多少的不满和不开心??!!照理来说,我是应该相信他的...可是那真得很难办到...因为我曾经那样的受伤,曾经那样的失去我所爱的人...如今,要叫我再去相信??我已经尽量跟我自己说不要再去想那件事了...可是每当我不去想的时候,她又突然出现来提醒我....我输了.........输得很惨..........我输给了信心和信任.....我几乎都输完了.....我该怎么做才能让我找回我的信心和信任???..............

现实生活好可怕

今天放学回家,我妈妈带我去银行开户口,让我把自己的钱存进去...开完户口,我跟妈妈就去银行附近的tapperware看东西..刚好我的水壶坏了,就顺便买一个咯...买完了,我们要回家,沿途回家的时候....突然我看到一个穿着很西文的男人在跑后面跟着一个女人...然后又喊:perompak!!!perompak!!!!a!!a!!!...我当时也被那种情形吓到了...我猜应该是那个女人从银行里提款出来后被匪徒盯上了...成了匪徒的下手目标..看到2匪徒坐在摩托上...而那个男人却在追那个摩托...真是倒霉....我妈跟我说,如果我们刚好在哪里,我妈一定会用车去把匪徒橦到...可惜....

还有一个...我跟我家人去吃饭时,沿途看到一个年老的伯伯...他走路有一点不正常...当我们多看他一眼时,他跌到了...他的假脚脱落了...看到他好心疼....真想扶他,,,可是我在车上..车就在大马路....我好心痛哦....希望他会得到神的保守....

在海边的回忆—14.11.2009

那时我们开了派对…来放松自己，因为我的朋友全部刚考完七号…就在14.11我们在美里的海边"Tanjung"开派对…我们有很多相片…那我就跟你们分享吧^^
看咯!!~~



我们的小合照~~




男生的合照…很好笑咯，他们去挖一个很大的洞…然后作纪念==



我觉得这张拍得最美了。。哈哈哈。。。那么有艺术感。。。哈哈哈哈哈


==这张不知道是谁拍的。。好像我真的要打抢他那样==





we prepair the food==
someone was caught the pic...sohai one..hahah XD



eeeeEEE??!!!@@!!!??
ply chinses chess??!!! so pro nia.....><


so romantic nia ==
Gay!!!haha...kidding .....XD


find wat nia ??@@????
gt gold thr??!!@@??!!


lastly is our whole pic...bt some of thm din at here...
still gt many pic...bt...
i think all at ups thr was enof lur...
i wish have another party like tis in tis year too^^

for me...tat was a very gud memory for me....i will remember it 4ever^^

好久没写部落格了...

我現在開新的,久的我関了..現在已經很夜了,我也很累了...我其實有很多東西要寫...但因爲時間的關係,我明天在寫給你們看...盡請期待...哈哈哈...